A funny thing happened on my way to heaven

 I have come to believe that what we have here is a grand illusion extraordinaire. Here's all these different people lined up in their religious beliefs trying to knock on Heavens door. Some truly believe they have it figured out. Especially those who believe all they have to do is say they believe God impregnated a human female virgin with his son/self, so he could have physical life and then die for all our sins. But he didn't die for all our sins. He died only for the sins of those who have a belief that he died for their sins. In other words, two thousand years ago he told everyone to worship him as God and he would personally see to it you get into heaven. Give your soul to me and I'll take care of everything. Whew, that was easy, thank God God came along.
 Myself, I think earth is a paradise of illusion, it's the grand master deception of Hell wrapped in a puzzle covered with the ultimate special effects. Hollywood can't even touch this play. But it's not a complete downer. No, it's designed to see if we are truly worthy of deity status, or ascension to heaven. (Ascension of consciousness not a physical ascension.) If you think about it, Jesus being dead physically, if he were to come back the only way he could would be in spirit. Which is really just another way of saying through consciousness.
 You see, if you haven't figured it out yet, none of this will sit well with you, because you are too busy in physical thinking and literal belief. In fact you are drowning in it and can't save yourself because you are waiting on a physical messiah to save you instead of searching within for the return of the messiah consciousness which has been placed in all of us.
 Life on earth is fantastic yet at the same time it is full of hidden pitfalls that we are all guilty of. A hurtful statement to someone which you didn't intend to hurt them with, yet it scared them forever. Psychological damage is the damage to our soul. And it works in both directions. For every hurt, every lie, every evil deed, from mild to severe goes in both directions. Looking forward and backward at the same time. When you scar another soul a scar appears on your soul. The only difference is, your scars most likely will remain hidden to you throughout your entire physical existence. If you buy into this intellectual scientific Jedi mind trick that says when you die you die, you're in for the shock of a life time, literally. You cannot destroy energy, you can only change it's form. When you turn off your lamp and the room goes dark, does that mean you have no more electricity? Of course not. Electricity, or energy still exist just not in a form visible to the humans limited perception.
 Everything that exist is a trinity of creation. Two humans exchanging real love with each other equals trinity. One plus one plus love. Positive electrical current plus negative current, plus a bulb is trinity. Take away any one of the three and the other two cannot exist as we know it. That's why I know that any religion that teaches man is superior to woman is a false teaching. How important would a woman become if suddenly all women on earth disappeared? Who would carry our seed and grow the next generation? It goes the other way too ladies. If all men were no more, yours would be the last generation of human beings, we would become extinct. We are different yes, but equally important in the grand scheme of things. How we could still be in the 1st century on this particular topic is proof that the magic spell cast over the earth is a powerful one. A spell cast filled with lies and half truths.
 A spell designed to make you work very hard to wake up from, a spell designed to give you a way out but only if you seek the way out and the only way to do that is think. It's a mental game, and it's rigged, and you don't know the rules or the tricks the game is allowed to have. It's hard because it has to be. It has to be because those who do make it out, do so by seeking that exit, not waiting around for someone to come take you to it.
 Having faith in God is one thing, I have faith in God, but doing nothing more than paying lip service to a religion and expecting someone to take you away to heaven whether it be church, the Pope, Jesus or Allah, that's a whole different thing. If you do not prepare by seeking truth instead of a quick fix, or standing in the longest line to heaven, then you may find it difficult to get past the adversary on the other side. The one who stands in your way, preventing you from the light. You see, we must face the darkness if we expect to be in the light. In the physical existence light fills the darkness and darkness cannot exist in the light. But on the other side, light cannot come to darkness, darkness must come to the light. Don't ever foolishly believe you are cleansed of all darkness and will go straight to heaven. You have to fight the Devil and go into the light. In other words, YOU, and only you, have a path and it involves facing yourself fully. Not that superficial non-sense you do now, pretending evil exist in one but not you. If a murderer is within one human that means it is within all humans. Just becaue you have never considered killing someone in coldblood doesn't mean that under certain circumstances you could never be the killer also.
 If the Devil exist, where is he? Look in the mirror people. You are looking at the only place where you find physical life. Where you find physical life, the invisible spirit has created it. This entire universe is created out of that which is invisible. Scientist are discoverying that the smallest of particles are all made of empty space.
 We are made of invisible material that has linked up in a sort of holographic form which appear to us as the many different things in the universe. Cut open a rose seed and what do you see? Is there a tiny rose inside? No, there is nothing but empty space in the seed. That invisible space inside the seed creates the rose. Plant a seed into dirt, and it grows into a living flower or fruit. Trinity. Seed, dirt, plant. Better get informed and don't be tricked into some quick easy fix when it comes to your soul. It's a divine gift and we should understand that and realize we either work hard to carry it to the light or we become lazy and material minded believing this physical body is the only important thing and consuming all the best in life is the way to go, while lying to ourself and God about how pure and clean we are. Good luck, you'll need it. Later